I'm getting very irritated. The way I see the world isn't the same as everyone else. I want to be a good person and I'm really trying, but I'm beginning to feel it needs to be a team effort. I'm very empathic so my emotions go with the flow, but my struggle to be a better person completely confuses my train of thought. Even though I have so much to say and I want to tell everyone, I have to keep my mouth shut so I can stay on the right path. People say it's okay to vent and I completely agree. But what's considered venting... and what's considered complaining? When you're getting things off your chest, can't it also sound hurtful to the others around you? That's why you can talk with someone in secret, but can't talk with the people directly involved in the situation. Sounds a bit hypocritical with this entry doesn't it?
I want to "vent" but can't find the proper words. I won't write about my situation here because I tend to sound like I'm complaining when venting in a blog. Like I said, I need to keep my eggs in one basket and just talk with one person. I'm in desperate need of a phone call right now...
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